angst​-​filled youth

by the seeker

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ANGST-FILLED YOUTH is a 10 song Lp. a mixture of raw punk/ hardcore-punk with a twist of fastcore and powerviolence directions

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released April 13, 2015

From the album: Angst-filled youth

lyrics: maiko dee
music: the seeker

produced/mixed & mastered @toxic basement studio by carlo altobelli

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The Seeker Sesto San Giovanni, Italy

the seeker is a 4 piece hardcore/fastcore band from milan italy.

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Track Name: the seeker - force-fed
I AM THE ONE YOU DESPISE
I AM THE ONE YOU PUSH AROUND.
WE ARE THE ONES YOU SPIT UPON
YOUR FUCKING DOGMAS WON'T CHANGE WHO WE ARE.

I HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR SHIT
THIS TIME I WILL NOT SUBMIT
GENERATION OF WAR AND DECEIT-
THE ONLY WAY IS TO END THIS FOOLISHNESS

WHICH SIDE WILL YOU CHOOSE?

WE ARE THE LAST OF THE DYING BREED.
CHOKEHOLD AND FORCE-FED BY THE MEDIA.

WE HAVE BEEN BLINDED AND LEAD INTO DESTRUCTION.
FOR THE BENEFITS OF OUR SO-CALLED LEADERS.

LEFT WITH NO CHOICE BUT TO OBEY.
SLEEP,WORK, EAT AND BUY. THEN WE FINALLY DIE.

WE ARE LIVING UNDER THE BLACK CLOUDS-
WE ARE LIVING UNDER THE DARKEST NIGHTS..
WHAT CAN WE DO TO TAKE THE POWER BACK?
WHAT CAN WE DO TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT?

THIS SONG IS MADE FOR ALL THE VICTIMS OF GREED.
Track Name: the seeker - angst-filled youth
DON'T TELL ME WHAT ID FUCKIN DO.
DONT TELL ME WHAT TO FUCKING THINK
BEEN MISGUIDED FOR SO LONG.
NOW IM NOT SURE WHAT IS RIGHT FROM WRONG


YOUR EXPECTATIONS are BRINGING ME DOWN
I AM FED UP OF IT.
I WILL NEVER FUCKING CHANGE!.
EVERYTHING I DID WAS NEVER ENOUGH,THEY WERE NEVER ENOUGH.





I NEVER THOUGHT THAT THIS WILL BE YOUR SONG
I COULD CARE LESS BUT YOU BROUGHT IT TO MY ATTENTION

DESPITE OF EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE TO ME, IM STILL WASTING EVERY SECONDS JUST WRITING THIS SONG


OUR CONVERSATIONS IS YOUR OTHER FORM OF MANIPULATION
EVERYTIME I DISAGREE AGRESSION IS WHAT YOU RESPOND.
YOUR WORDS ARE SUFFOCATING, INVISIBLE SCARS AND EMOTIONAL WOUNDS.
SOON, I KNOW YOU WILL REGRET THIS.
Track Name: the seeker - internal conflict
trapped inside my mind
im finding ways to survive today
wrapped around thi dirty blanket
I dream awake but it's all the same

no help from the ones i love,
sometimes i feel like dead and gone.

why can't i be someone else?
I don'd want to live like this.

i try to fall asleep, and dream about
the better days ahead.
but when i'm wide awake.. (when im wide awake)
it's all a fucking nightmare.

dying everyday, save me from the grave now!

Im a failure theres nothing elese that you can do.
Im a social reject, nothing more and nothing less.

I could be anywhere or anyone.
truth shall be told, a lot of us will die this way.
Track Name: the seeker - 8 years
i tried, to forget you.

i spent all these years thinking about
what might have been.
these pictures on the wall, it hunts me, like a ghost.
it's been 8 long years since you left this little town.
and no matter where i go, or what i do. I still miss, you.

years gone by and im still here, waiting in vain.

if you could only see what's on my mind,
a thousand dreams of holding you so tight.

oh why am i such a fool for you?
pretending that you feel the same way too

it was never meant to end this way!

i've wasted all those years! thinking 'bout what might have been!,
the day before you said goodbye, you hide behind those perfect smile.
now all i have is your memory, dreaming dreams of what use to be.


it's time for me to finally let go!

i got tired of fucking waiting
i guess you're never coming back


this is the end of everything,
and i am the only one to blame.
Track Name: the seeker - 10th of june
I was born on the 10th of june.
but i've never felt alive since then.
all my life I'm a fucking ghost.
discriminated and socially excluded.
Beaten up, pushed aside.
on the streets, on my way home.

but, im not the only one.

different places different people.. violence everywhere.
i know im not the only victim, of this cruelty.

i wont forget, i wont forgive,

it seems the only way is to fight 'em back
pick yourself up, off the ground and strike 'em hard

eye for an eye tooth for tooth
(it is the only way)
pick yourself up off the ground and strike 'em back

like a broken glass,you cant fix it up, you have ruined my childhood.
we're different kids in different places.. violence everywhere.
Track Name: the seeker - lamentations
the blood on the wall, the innocent children, the gun in your hand, (their blood on your hands)
flesh torn apart,homes were destroyed to get what you want. you're guilty of genocide

bombs,chaos, mothers crying for their long lost sons and daughters.
just to satisfy your fucking thirst to kill.
millions of people, in honor of your so-called god.

destroy and rebuild, slay and exterminate.
is what they told you to do.

can't you see?
they're turning us against
turning us against our own people
tearing us apart
using us against our own will



it's not too late to revolt, it's not too late to fight
the system. too many lives were taken away, murdered by your sense less war.

war,chaos. killing masses in the name of?
Track Name: the seeker - leelah (Joshua ryan alcorn)
listen

im not the boy that you want me to be
im not not the girl who'll fit your mentality

you mock me for who I am
you judge me for what im fucking not

i'll wear what i fucking want
i'll be with the one i love.

stop,and think for awhile, reflect!

we all breathe the same air
but we live our lives in different ways

these are thngs that you ought to know
few hurtfull words wont stop me to live my life
the way i want it!


what, what does it cost to open your fucking mind
and begin to realize that im human too, I sleep, shit, eat and piss.
the same way as the cows and pigs.


what, what does it cost to open your fucking mind
and use your brain more often than your mouth.

I just want you to know, that we're all goddamn beautiful.
in any shape or form! regardless of sexual orientation!

understand that we're all equal,

in the eyes of the world, i took the courage to stand up and talk
fix society, not us we're not broken!
fix society not me im not broken!

let my death be a lesson from now on.
Track Name: the seeker - elites
am i in or am i out?
am i cool or it's not enough?

i came to make fun of you
will you let me invade your scene?
and blend in with all your friends

you hate me, well I, I hate you!

they say that punk is for losers like us.
it's for the one's who don't fit in.
but now all we see are a bunch of fucking jocks

but we are different we don't buy that shit anymore.
we just do what we love to do. and thats the reason why we sing
and scream our fucking hearts out

fuck your friends and fuck your cool clothes.
it's ok not to be a cool kid, you gotta do it your way
don't even bother listening to the words they say.

there was a time when it feels so fucking real
all passion and no hypocrisy.
but those days were already over, it's fucking over.
and honestly... all I really want to say is..

I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE.
Track Name: the seeker - dear anne
let me! let me say these things before our time is over,
i don't need any of these shits on my fucking mind!
you've always said to me, nothing's permanent but change,
i guess you're fucking right, you are right from the start.

I tried, for so long to break this wall between us, but it has made me realized,
i was never good enough!

how could you say my name but forget, who i am
now im a stranger in your eyes,you're cold as fucking ice!
i gave you all that i could give, you took, more than you deserve
now there's nothing left for me, but only shattered dreams!

i wasted all my life for you,

drown in your tears
(your heart is cold as ice)
drown in your tears
(it made me realized)
there's nothing left to say
Track Name: the seeker - hallelujah God is dead!
whispering quietly in the air sending message to the unknown
i've grown tired of his words, now his hands are not that strong.
i prayed and prayed to an invisible ''god''
to cast away the demons in my head,and cut the shackles on my feet-
but what i got? a resounding silence

'cause our god is fucking dead!

bad news on our fucking doorstep.
an invitation to his funeral.

our god is fucking dead
bad news on our fucking doorstep.
let this day be a memory a blank page in history

gather your children and tell them the truth!

gather your children and tell them the truth
light up the sky and show us your face
do you exist or you're just a myth?
are you alive or already dead?



are you alive or already dead?


you have forsaken the whole universe!
famine and war all over the world!
all we can say is fuck you!
where were you when we need you the most?????

maybe we're fool to believe that you really exist. up there.